how byewwtiPULL! (read it out loud ;D )

beautiful days PV looks so…BEAUTIFUL. TT^TT i want to download it as soon as it’s OUT!!! :D i mean COME ON…angel ohno *my dreams have come true* YEAH. enough said ;] well anyway…NEWS OF THE DAY is that i finally forced someone to buy me -i mean- bought CRISIS CORE!! for those of you who dont know, it’s the story BEFORE final fantasy 7… the tale of our beloved Zack <333 but it’s a pity that my psp ALREADY died from excessive gaming xD so im stuck here with nino’s DSthat oh-chan stole for me hehe. i’m feeling more and more like nino these days, hunched over and gaming while being a brat to everyone xD (should this all make ohno sad? or happy that he finally found a female aiba nino? xDDD ) ah~ well speaking of nino, i’ve created a routine for Ryuusei no kizuna…i download the raw episode first, translate as much as i can in my head and also study each scene carefully…so that when i watch it with subtitles i can basically read the entire time and not have to glance up (at the rest of the screen) as much. ah~ i love watching nino as a nii-chan! *thinks of yamada taro* this time they are all closer in age rather than nino taking care of a lot of toddlers xD *but that was WAY TOO kawaii~* o00oo0o but nino is gonna be a killer in this one! well…eventually. coming up with plans and what not…does anyone see the MAOU in HIM?!?!? xD well…he’s always been a little DoS *playing his DS* xD gomen for lame joke eh well not really,ne? because he only wants to kill ONE PERSON…and they dont even know who it is yet! yeah, so strike out my maou parallel xD

well end of my rant for now i guess…i’m about to go watch the Ryuusei no kizuna [raw] episode 2. ja~

minna!

im fighting with myself as to whether i should dowload nino’s new drama RAW or if i should just wait for the subs? well, i dont know enough japanese to understand A THING that they are saying if i downloaded it raw… but im a rather impatient person and i dont know if i want to wait for subs >< *exasperated sigh* idk what to do!!!! :[

 

edit:i decided to just download the raw and then get subs later…i figured that if i watched it raw then i’d learn japanese quicker (cuz i have no choice xD) “well, i gotta learn japanese SOMETIME”

art. it’s an outlet.

so, i spent all day behind my sketchbook/computer screen (for picture reference) and i ended up with this:

 

YATTA! if only i couldve drawn him with him actually SITTING IN FRONT OF ME. but then i’d be more nervous xD but yeah. enjoy? kekeke.

well, since the scan isnt too clear, you can also see it on my myspace where the quality and size is WAAAAY better :]

i lied.

i said an installment of niji would come out before an ichiban one…but i lied. or lemme rephrase: “i completely forgot that i had already typed up and edited ichiban chapter 2” :] so here it is. the second installment of my newest fic. niji is to follow up soon after :D

DOUZO

i’m as old as hey!say!jump! T____T

eeh~ i just find that WEIRD. some of them are even OLDER than me (by a year). even more weird. they’re my EQUALS. O____O like, i look at them as little kids. maybe because im into older guys. *the older guys of HSJ look on eagerly* bahaha. idk. i was in the mood to rant.

well, instead of writing another ichiban chapter into my notebook, i actually started on the next niji installment! so that’s something to look forward to ^___^ gomen, for being so slow with my fics -____-

well time to flail over HnA 25 :DDD there were SO MANY ohno BUTT shots. xDDD ohno butt-clenching in front of the camera was frickin’ hilarious. *dies just thinking about it*…then mischievious nino telling the camera man to zoom in on ohno’s butt xD i love you nino! *ohno and nino-wifey glares at me&nino hugging and dancing* *ohno hasnt forgotten about my nino-one-night-stand answer from my meme :3* *cackle* ANYWAY. jun looks SO MUCH like mizushima hiro. i mean AM I RIGHT or what? *looks around with hands in the air*. ah~ hiro~ him and his perfect english <3 if ohno had perfect english like that…OMGGG i cant even imagine it! *dies from the sexiness* i wonder what he would sound like…because when japanese people are good at speaking english, their voices change COMPLETELY when switching languages (probably because they get rid of their accent to do so). *melts* well i’ll stop ranting xD *runs off to continue niji*

meme~

because im sure my dream rants get boring to everyone other than myself xD i’ve put up a meme! enjoy? haha. (from emiri-chan! woo~)

1. Who would I get caught in bed with?
in all honesty i’d probably say jun xD unless im in a seducing/sadistic mood, then it’d be poor vulnerable ohno.

2. Who I most likely get into a fight with?
JUN. omfg i can just picture going up to him and standing an inch from his face and yelling “NAN DA YO?!”. >:] i think i’d enjoy fighting with him most…it’d probably involve a few punches here and there. sho seems like a debater, but if i were to REALLY fight with him, he looks like the type to just walk away.  i’d probably fight with nino while playing video games. ESPECIALLY if it’s call of duty. i get fiesty when i play. xD

3. Who do I think is hot?
PFFT. all. you can’t just choose one.

4. Who will I most likely marry?
i’ve taken many many MANY compatibility tests and they ALWAYS without fail come out to jun. ehh. but i dont think id marry him xD. i think ohno if anything. i like those silent and weird kinda funny kind of guys.

5. Who would I go on a date with?
AIBA CHAN ftw!!! he’s so cute and happy! i think a date with him would be most FUN. ah~ nino would be good too,ne? idk seeing his sweet side is THE CUTEST THING EVERR. (when he’s not being that midget of a DoS) Sho seems like he’d try his hardest to make it romantic and meaningful. Jun seems romantic without effort. and ohno…hee hee hee. he just seems like he’d keep doing embarrasing things…and he’d be all shy. KAWAII!

6. Who is most like me?
AIBA. omfg. we’re both hyper and slightly childish sometimes. i get clueless alot. OH and we’re both honestly perverted. xD we’re future BFF’s. :D

7. Who will most likely be enemies with?
well i’d probably be “enemies” with jun. only because he looks fun to piss off. plus he’d be really witty so i’d get burned a lot too (which i wouldnt mind xD)

8. Who would be my hang out/shopping buddy?
JUN. for shopping…so i can get his diva opinion. he seems like one of those guys who would tell you to get something because guys in general would like it. hang out buddy? for some reason i think it’d be Sho because he likes to go to show/concert and he seems the most interested in many types of music. maybe me and him could make beats and raps together? :D

9. Who I will have a one night stand with?
hmm. nino. i dont know why. xD but i automatically think of nino. just so i can see what it’s like i guess xD *runs from emiri-chan* not aiba because i cant even IMAGINE sleeping with him (he’s my best friend!)…not sho because he seems like too much of a good boyfriend kind of guy. not Ohno because i’d only want more xD. and not jun because he seems like a mean one-night stand…plus he’s a “typical” one night stand. he seems like i wouldnt care AT ALL.

10. Who will get along with my parents / family?
Nino. because my family is very musical. my papa loves to play the guitar/ukulele and sing, so then nino could jam with my papa :D my brother (and i ) LOVEEEE video games…even my in-law loves playing DDR xD (we have mario DDR at our house). i think the one who would get along most with my mom though is jun. because he seems so respectful and he could cook with my mom. well…sho seems very respectful too. he looks like he’d give off a GREAT impression to my family (plus extended). aiba would get along with my baby sister xD. and i think my mom (and the rest of the women in my family) would ADORE ohno :D because he’s so shy and quiet.

11. Who would I fall in-love with?
OHNO. duh xD

but when i think about it, if any of the guys had chemistry with me then the one with the most chemistry of course. because if me and nino (just as an example *”don’t kill me nino-wifey!”*) had chemistry and me&ohno didnt then i’d choose nino of course. i believe strongly in equal feelings when it comes to liking/loving someone. because it’s hard to like a guy if  he doesnt like me back…we have to at least FLIRT a little for me to like a guy.

oh how i love my subconscious mind~

its those late nights with ohno i tell you!! my dreams i mean. xDDD well i had my BEST ohno dream yet *cackle cackle* well most of its weird and there’s even joe jonas in it (“wtf??” haha). well here’s how it goes. (i’m deciding to leave the joe jonas part out and just cut to the chase)

*dream sequence*

well, i’m at some sort of summer camp and me and my “two friends” (people that i have NEVER seen in real life xD) want to go swimming and we’re all aware that arashi is SOMEWHERE in our camp. So, we want to run into them but make it look like it was a coincedence. so i guess theres multiple pools and we end up choosing the completely deserted and insanely deep one (mind you, i can’t swim in anything higher than 5 feet in real life T___T so i was SCARED!). so anyway, we see another pool (which is barred off life most public outdoor pools) across the way and i see Jun and aiba (and what im guessing was Sho. idk it was very unclear), but one thing was for sure, nino and ohno werent with them. i only REALLY noticed this after saying “we need at LEAST one of them in here” (i was referring to our pool…and our plan to run into them). i look over to this room (that mysteriously appeared next to the pool) with lots of see through curtains (like for showers) and THERE I SEE it! ohno (or nino…it didnt look like eithere of them but in my dream i “knew” it was one of them) staring and kinda smiling at me through one of the curtains. The pool and my friends vanish (i guess) and i run into the room, happy that i found them. were playing around the curtains like a sort of tagging game when suddenly ohno’s clothes become more prominent. He’s wearing a black button up shirt and slacks while everyone else is “supposed” to be wearing something casual. “Why are you wearing that?” I questioned out loud and nino agrees before leaving the room (?). i look at ohno and tell him that i’d help him change because he didnt look like he was going to (in my dream this comes off as completely NORMAL. xD). so i begin to unbutton his shirt for him…he turns around once it’s off and pulls a black tshirt on (i dont think he put on any pants…he was just in underwear O___O ). he turns back to me and has this weird look in his eye. suddenly he sits down on this bed with his back to me (his shirt turns to a light blue color..haha idk). i sit behind him and fix his shirt because he didnt pull his arms through the sleeves yet. After doing so, he turns around and kisses me.  before i knew it, we were laying down and making out (“ohno!”). for some reason my eyes were open as we kissed (well im not sure if they were “open” so to say…i just know that i could see everything from his expression to his hair) but he didnt seem to mind. He had this expression as if he was thoroughly enjoying the way my body felt against his…

 

and THEN my phone rang. IT WAS MY MOM TRYING TO WAKE ME UP. >:{

so that’s my dream :] ehh, well i gotta get to editing chapter 2 of ichiban. :DDD

EH? an ohno fic?

hai! i recently had a burst of inspiration…kindaa. (or maybe i was dreaming too much of ohno xD) even though i am terrible with on-goings by exceeding expected due-dates and writing rather rushed chapters…this one will probably end up being on going. it may actually delay niji’s expected remaining chapters but i hope you guys enjoy this new fic just as much. Well i’m going to give you the first chapter…no prologue…so as a “substitute” prologue, i’m going to give you some facts (seeing as you kinda just jump into the story) the OC is Yamada Kimiko (” Kimi” for short…same nickname as me…coincedence? i’ll let you decide >;] ) and she is an english teacher in the “Johnny’s Entertainment Headquarters” (i have no idea if any such building exists xD). She teaches both juniors and seniors (but mainly juniors). *just picture hey!say! jump! in her classroom :D* (yuri is actually referenced quite a bit~and for those who dont know, he’s Ohno’s biggest fangirlBOY.) Kimiko is very close to her students and also has a well established friendship with the members of arashi prior to the story. After a while certain friendships will be evident. gomen for not providing the road towards their friendship…i kinda just wanted to start with her knowing all of them already (cuz im lazy xDDD). but regardless, i hope you enjoy :D DOUZO!

a questionable yamapi fetish arises once again…

yeeup. i think it’s because im watching another drama with him in it. it’s called “proposal daisakusen” and it’s a loooove/comedy (?) but it’s definitely entertaining and enjoyable. i guess the way yamapi pursues girls (or the way he DOESNT pursue girls in “kurosagi’s” case) in his dramas somehow draws me to him. he’s funny, yes and quite odd sometimes…but a good actor none the less. but if anything i think i like him as an actor and not as a singer/johnny’s. To me, i barely regard him as a singer (not that he’s not good, i just dont listen to his music xD i’d rather watch his dramas)

ANYWAY. off that subject. on to-> ohno satoshi! in my dream. AGAIN. but this time there was no kissing *”darn” snaps fingers* but a lot of touching and holding. i guess i was in my house and i was dragging him playfully all over the place. i could feel how smooth the skin on his arm was. once again he was wearing that outfit from the Duet augest 2008 photoshoot. WEIRD. but yeah. that was about it. he liked hugging me from the side, a grin on his face. his face would always come close to mine, but not as if we were gonna kiss, just to talk or smile at each other.

what a fluff filled dream. with the same outfit. i think i’ll start paying tribute to that Augest 2008 Duet photoshoot from now on. xD *glances at magazine* wow, i need to buy a new magazine, ne? hai hai. i need to buy arashi stuff PERIOD. the only “merchandise” i have are magazines -____- no bags, no tshirts,no cd’s, no dvd’s, no NOTHING. okay enough emo rant xD. you know what i wish though? well i always saw how the kid magazines came with cool stuff like toys or cards or SOMETHING. i want the idol magazines to do something like that too…i remember some american magazines would have stickers. but arashi stickers are hard to coe by, ne? i’ve only ever heard of arashi stickers ONCE and that was when i was gawking at all the arashi around asia 2008 merchandise T___T *runs to go make stickers…and SLIPPERS! xDDD ah~ what else was there… OH pancho! underwear? haha *

anyway. im converting videos right now…i got kiiroi namida LOW QUALITY, because my HQ version is glitchy. hopefully this one works better (oh how i wish i could just buy the DVD T___T ) i also have AnS 29 (random xDDD) and AnS 104 downloading. i had to scavenge for all this videos…usually i download from sableheart who is a really reliable source, but i’m impatient about AnS. not that im complaining about her…as if i would, when she has fed most of my arashi downloading needs. dissing her is like dissing arashian files. (bem bem bem). but anyway. i’m going to go watch my conversions if not watch my yamapi dramas *sees a hint of jealousy in ohno’s eye*

meme!

from emiri-chan :D

Instructions: Remove 1 question from above, & add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. because i’m a rebel im not going to follow the instructions >:] but, to be a loyal friend and fellow fangirl to emiri chan i’m gonna fill this out anyway ^___^