well, i’m not necessarily leaving the fandom but  find that i dont have time to keep up with the hype :[ arashi filled the empty void i used to have in my life but currently i've been busier. so, sadly i wont be too active with my blog or any others for that matter (i havent even been on myspace lately! ) i will still love arashi and all the amazing girls i have met through the fandom *glances at arashi wifey society/ariake 3-4-5* i will definitely miss you guys! i hope i dont become hated for my inactivity :/ mkay i'll leave you guys here. please take care of oh-chan for me ;] *pushes him forward with a bow on his head* he needs some babysitters and i dont trust anyone better than my fellow fangirls :] so maybe emirichan & jujuchan can alternate and have him sleepover for a week each. hee hee. well i love you guys&i will miss blogging so much! :D

love always,

kinbarii <3

UWAAA! im so proud, ne~ *hugs oh-chan* and i was sad that maou ended! pssshhhhh. so i hear this new drama will be a comedy where he finds himself ona childrens show after being dumped by his girlfriend and also his band breaking up. and no, people this is not based on real life. arashi did NOT disband and i did NOT dump ohno xDDD well im glad that he’s playing and comedic role, i bet he would do AMAZING (probably by just being himself xD hee hee.) ohno seems like a method actor so i think he might be more genki, ne? :D  hopefully his next-NEXT drama will be romantic comedy. oh how i would LOVEEE<3 that *melts in a pink puddle of love*

well other than the amazing ohno news, nothing much has been happenign around here for me *glances around and sees tumble weed* OH, well i AM part of my friend’s court for her debut (a coming of age party for filipinos) . so, we have to learn this dance and its HARD because its a WALTZ. TT^TT im not AMAZING at dancing or anything and i have a hard time remembering steps WHICH is why im totally thankful for my partner because he’s like the best dancer out of everyone. *looks up into the heavens* oh how i wish it were ohno satoshi xD *minna: “it ISNT ohno satoshi? awww….”*

so thats all the NON depressing news (trust me, you dont want to hear it  -____-) so i shall leave you here, minna!

yes, i’m talking about YOU, aiba! i seriously DIED when jujuchan sent me the FNS arashi perf…BECAUSE AIBA’S HAIR LOOKS SO EFFING AMAZING. it’s trimmed down and clean cut and it makes him look so-so-so *dies* apart from that factor, everyone else is finally looking their BEST. sho-kun is starting to get curly hair again, as is nino (his hair reminds me of a jun/momo type curl), ohno is always amazing *glances longingly at him* and jun…well, it’s useless to EVER rant about his hair because the diva-licious fool changes it every two weeks xD ah, jun dont look so hurt i still love you. i just dont feel the need to rant about you

well, when im not being fiction-related creative, i’m clothes related creative. i took an ohno silhouete i drew (if i sent anyone a card then they know what im talking about) and scanned it, printed it on 4 pieces of paper and turned into a shirt :D the shirt is long and i am VERY small so it’s like a dress xD it was ohno’s a guy friend’s shirt i had for some weird reason, but i decided to butcher it. i made it girly and cut it so it was off the shoulder and i sewed the sleeve so the would scrunch. i’d provide a picture but i want to take one when i look DECENT. xD (oh and i know i promised pictures of other things like my arashi sweatshirt…but im procrastinating! ill give a whole picture filled post, just you wait!)

well other than all that…”news”, i’ve been watching OLD arashi music videos….and im talking the ones that got me to like them in the first place. i remember i was so reluctant to watch arashi even before seeing them but once i watched a live performance i was HOOKED. i mainly watched WE CAN MAKE IT which was a song i ADOOORRRRED before. i never noticed ohnos voice until then xD i feel so bad because i know how much i ignored ohno in the  past but now he gets some of my HOT LOVIN’ xD ah~ i love ohno.

OH! before i forget, IT’S AIBA MONTH! my super genki best friend who tries on my clothes and swims in my stuffed animals. xD oh aiba, how i love you. :] i need to make a kinbariixaiba BEST FRIEND ficcie :D but i doubt i have the ability to TT^TT so, im not gonna bother. haha so strike that.

well i think i talked enough for now! *gets bricked*

heh, ja~

Happy Birthday Satoshi!

Our beloved Riida is growing up so fast, ne? TT^TT well, it’s ohno’s birthday in japan so i thought i’d celebrate it today (seeing as i might not have time tomorrow)

i cant really download and my hard drive sucks so bad that i cant watch streaming videos (like on crunchyroll/mysoju). and im DYING to watch ryusei no kizuna, AnS, etc….and i cant find any way to watch them! TT^TT < / end sobbing >

*sigh*

eh! it’s been a while, ne minna? *looks pathetically around at the untouched blog that has been collecting dust* gah, i’ve been so busy and i should’ve done this a long time ago, but…

Happy Ohno Month!

*looks warily at ohno* well, anyway. i’ve been so busy it’s not even FUNNY. okay, from another perspective it probably is, but that’s not the point! school’s been evil as ever, i hadnt been able to write in FOREVER and ive mainly been doing reading anyway. i gave into peer pressure in a way and i picked up the book called “Twilight”. i cant even START to describe how compelling it was IS. i simply loved it :] but now i have no money to buy the second, third…etc. i have other books im reading too but i dont want to BORE you. :/ so yeah. i havent been getting out of the house much but i got something that made oh-so-happy -> ARASHI SWEATSHIRT! [ i dont know what that has to do with getting out of the house]. a while back in aibakaland us lovely little americans were talking about personalzing items via walmart… so i went with the best arashi wallpaper i could find and i had it made into a sweatshirt :D [which gave me lots of ideas for christmas/the holidays...that saying too much? i'll let you decide ;] it took absolutely FOREVER for it to get in and they actually ended up giving it to me free of charge because of the delay [talk about FATE.] i’ll provide pictures later i promise. so, off the topic of buying random crap, i had an OHNO dream last night. i can’t really break into dream sequence because i dont really remember how each event fell into the other but one thing remained the same through out my whole dream: Ohno was visiting whatever town i was living in (someone else was hosting him at their house…like some bizarre foreign exchange student type thing) and since i knew he was in my relative area i kept trying my hardest to go see him. We’d run into each other but it was just like talking to the popular guy at school: they dont necessarily know you. however, ohno was really friendly and always smiled and nodded at me as i called “satoshi!” . at one point i was going along with my friend to a wedding and i was looking through dresses that i thought ohno might notice me in. sadly i never made it to the wedding and i spent most of my dream getting dressed up to see him.

see, i’m even chasing him in my dreams. i felt like i was following my crush the whole time…you never know exactly where there are but if you hear that they MIGHT be someplace you rush over there in your best outfit xD yeeup. we all know how that goes ;] so here ends my rant…hopefully next time i update ill bring a ficcie with me ;D

i need to stop promising niji chapters because SERIOUSLY… -____- i think the most reliable updates will probably be the ichiban ones (eep!) gomen if you guys are waiting for niji. im working on it, i swear! well, here’s ichiban chapter 3.

DOUZO!

Chapter 3

“kaa-san, this is Kimiko.” Ohno said, pushing Kimi gently towards his mom who stood in the doorway.

“hai! Yamada Kimiko, yoroshiiku onegaishimasu~” Kimi said, bowing neatly. Okaasan smiled at Kimi before turning to her son.

“kiirei , ne. very good choice, Satoshi. Your girlfriend, yes?” Okaasan asked. Ohno opened his mouth to answer but Kimi spoke instead.

“Tomodachi.” Kimi grinned with a wave of her hand but Okaasan smiled disbelievingly.

“ichiban tomodachi.” Ohno added, throwing an arm around Kimi. He smiled proudly and gave a nod, his nostrils flared from the wideness of his smile.

“ah~ ichiban tomodachi?” Okaasan repeated. The two nodded simaltaneously. Okaasan laughed at their behavior.

“well then, ichiban tomodachi’s , dinner will be ready soon. Satoshi, why don’t you show Yamada-chan around the house.” Okasaan said before disappearing into the kitchen.

“Shall we?” Ohno said, holding his arm out like a gentleman. Kimi grinned and took his arm. He gave a nod and began leading her around the house,touching things lightly and naming them unecessarily. Kimi laughed as he named the couch, the T.V., the window, the lamps, the staircase…

“…and finally this is a door.” Ohno said. They were now upstairs, having finished the tour downstairs. Kimi turned to him.

“a door?” Kimi said, mock amazement in her voice,” what kind of door?”

“a bedroom door.” Ohno said, with an all-knowing nod.

“and who’s bedroom could this door possibly lead to?” Kimi inquired. Ohno gave a smile.

“the prince’s room.” Ohno said. He opened the door and led Kimi inside to what was evidently his room. Paintings, sketches and other pieces of art hung lazily on the wall. A picture of ohno with a  large sea bass stood propped up on his desk next his large sketchbook and art supplies.

“So…” Kimi began, waltzing over to his drawings on the wall,”does this princess live nearby?”

“im still looking for her.” Ohno replied, sitting on his bed.

“ah- well maybe you should start looking harder,ne?” Kimi said. She smiled at ohno and took a seat next to him. She studied his face intently, causing him to avert his gaze nervously.

“you look skinnier, satoshi-san.” She stated.

“honto?” he asked, looking up at her.

“hai. you can see it in your face.” She said, tracing his jaw with her index finger. A sudden smile erupted from ohno’s mouth, making Kimi laugh. She withdrew her hand, a grin still on her face.

“you look different too.” Ohno said, inclining his head her. She smiled at him skeptically as he squinted at her features.

“Yeah, how?” She said, folding her arms.

“Well, you have to get really close to see the differences,” He said, scooting closer to her and studying her face, “but they’re there.”

“What differences?…name them.”She said. He was now about 3 inches away from her face. He half smiled and tilted his head to the side.

“your eyes.” He concluded.

“my eyes?” She repeated with a questioning look. Ohno nodded.

“They’re a different color.” Ohno said. She looked at him confused.

“What? compared to when?” She asked.

“From outside…They were hazel outside. Now, they’re chocolatey brown.” Ohno said.

“That’s because we were facing the su-”She began but stopped after noticing how close they were (not to mention the look on ohno’s face). She watched as he glanced at her lips momentarily, before looking intently into her eyes. They were less than an inch away before-

“Satoshi! Kimiko! Dinner’s ready!”

Okaasan’s voice floated up from the bottom of the stairs, startling Ohno and Kimiko. They quickly looked away from each other, cheeks flushed.

“ano…we should go down, ne?” ohno said, breaking the silence.

“Hai!” Kimi said, turning to him,” we gotta fatten you up anyway…now that your skinny.”

she grinned and piched his cheek. Ohno swatted her hand away plyfully before they made their way downstairs.

“OISHII! oishii desu ne~” Kimi exclaimed excitedly. ohno glanced at his mom who looked utterely delighted.

“Here, take more.” Okaasan said, pushing more tempura onto Kimi’s plate.

“ah~ arigato, Ohno-san! suki desu.” Kimi said. Okaasan smiled and watched Kimi eat happily.

Ohno smiled and continued eating, aware that Kimi had unknowingly won his mom’s approval.

beautiful days PV looks so…BEAUTIFUL. TT^TT i want to download it as soon as it’s OUT!!! :D i mean COME ON…angel ohno *my dreams have come true* YEAH. enough said ;] well anyway…NEWS OF THE DAY is that i finally forced someone to buy me -i mean- bought CRISIS CORE!! for those of you who dont know, it’s the story BEFORE final fantasy 7… the tale of our beloved Zack <333 but it’s a pity that my psp ALREADY died from excessive gaming xD so im stuck here with nino’s DSthat oh-chan stole for me hehe. i’m feeling more and more like nino these days, hunched over and gaming while being a brat to everyone xD (should this all make ohno sad? or happy that he finally found a female aiba nino? xDDD ) ah~ well speaking of nino, i’ve created a routine for Ryuusei no kizuna…i download the raw episode first, translate as much as i can in my head and also study each scene carefully…so that when i watch it with subtitles i can basically read the entire time and not have to glance up (at the rest of the screen) as much. ah~ i love watching nino as a nii-chan! *thinks of yamada taro* this time they are all closer in age rather than nino taking care of a lot of toddlers xD *but that was WAY TOO kawaii~* o00oo0o but nino is gonna be a killer in this one! well…eventually. coming up with plans and what not…does anyone see the MAOU in HIM?!?!? xD well…he’s always been a little DoS *playing his DS* xD gomen for lame joke eh well not really,ne? because he only wants to kill ONE PERSON…and they dont even know who it is yet! yeah, so strike out my maou parallel xD

well end of my rant for now i guess…i’m about to go watch the Ryuusei no kizuna [raw] episode 2. ja~

im fighting with myself as to whether i should dowload nino’s new drama RAW or if i should just wait for the subs? well, i dont know enough japanese to understand A THING that they are saying if i downloaded it raw… but im a rather impatient person and i dont know if i want to wait for subs >< *exasperated sigh* idk what to do!!!! :[

edit:i decided to just download the raw and then get subs later…i figured that if i watched it raw then i’d learn japanese quicker (cuz i have no choice xD) “well, i gotta learn japanese SOMETIME”

so, i spent all day behind my sketchbook/computer screen (for picture reference) and i ended up with this:

YATTA! if only i couldve drawn him with him actually SITTING IN FRONT OF ME. but then i’d be more nervous xD but yeah. enjoy? kekeke.

well, since the scan isnt too clear, you can also see it on my myspace where the quality and size is WAAAAY better :]